Poetry

Olowonjoyin Muhammed: Hypoxia — I

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HYPOXIA — I

when I say I’m hypoxic, you can see
that I cannot breathe. I mean my alveoli
are aching in the specks of unholy airs.
unholy air can mean what’s left after
salvation wings out of us.

i’ve learnt to buy solitude, so expensive,
because I’m the son of a single father
seeking the half destiny withheld
in meditation.

the quest for another body sucks air
from my lungs.

i pick up a fading petal & that’s how
i know it’s me, see? used to be beautiful, &
still ravishing, dully, you can say it knows
thirst, you can say that’s how we grieve
every breath we used to hold.
you can say, that is what we become
when a dusty year isn’t watered.

this is a poem where a boy searches
for a language in the loamless soils
of his throat.
this is a poem where he kowtows
with faith as thin as the odds of a
dead fowl waking up.

i know of blasphemy but I swear,
god sits with me every time incense crackles
in my room [perhaps his throne is a metaphor].

& every time I become a dead clock—voiceless—
& my fingers tick subhanallahs
while coils of smoke kiss my hands
before becoming prayers reaching for god,
i know he is there.

may he oxygenate the verses of my hypoxia
before I become lungless prayers
In the mouth of graves.

Amen

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QUELLING A FRACAS

a thorny place empurples me. I’m a baptizand
in waters seeking sanctuary. my body

levitates & falls—headfirst. echoes resonate inside me.
am I a throed country seeking secession? I wear a body

plumped like a balloon by the heat of ennui. what
can prick the body of a boy if not the sordid hand

of a curse? don’t say this poem is about grief,
say it’s a night rumbling into whirlwinds with a

boy learning the alphabets of his limbs crawling
through, in search of a language; in search of

salvation. this river
is a sacrifice I offer to god after bathing myself while
i await the descent of a voice to quell a fracas of
dolor
before saying everything is perfect

in god’s hands. is perdition perfect, too?

some nights stitch me with the hope
of when a jesus will lazarus me from the hands
of nooses I can’t burn.

I flay myself under the rays of god’s eyes
embroidering my room. may he watch over me as
he watched a virgin birth her master.

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Poetry: Olowonjoyin Muhammed
Image: Max Michatz on Unsplash

About the author

Olowonjoyin Muhammed

Olowonjoyin Muhammed Sanni (A-Per-Se), he/him, studies Biochemistry in University of Ilorin. His works have been published or forthcoming in My Woven Words, Poemify, Livina Press, Arts Lounge, Nanty Greens, Acropolis Journal, Hey! Young Writer, in his head and elsewhere. When he's not tracing biochemical pathways, he's either writing, playing games, reading tweets, or thinking about making his life better and finding peace. He tweets @APerSe_ and on you can find him on Facebook @ Olówónjoyin Muhammed Sanni.

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