for a stranger whose scent we know
the requiem names you a woman
slipping into sunlight – says your
radiance was unmatched says you
were petals in full bloom brightening
the gardener’s dreams until the thunderstorm
struck the threads of your costume – your
petals withered & the dreams upturned into
a nightmare sucking in the gardener’s
face & fingers & lips & eyes & eyes so black
& eyes once full of light & eyes shifting into
a menu of questions:
why did you leave so soon
why did you leave so soon
why did you leave so soon
why did you leave so soon
& left us with a heartful of petals
& no sunlight in sight
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for the forty-ninth day remembrance
do not outline the similarities
between your wrinkles & your father’s
do not bury a bottle of beer
between your lips – it ends in hangovers
do not ring up your (ex)lover
or ask her to stay one more hour
do not dig up memories with the
boy who shares your father’s surname
do not on your way home stop
at your (ex)lover’s – it ends in brawls
do not man up when her fiancé
accosts you at the door to her apartment
do not murmur your (ex)lover’s name
like a litany
& when your step-brother demands your
location do not tell him to get lost – a lost
man cannot direct another lost man.
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Poems © Michael Emmanuel
Image by Keith Bov from Pixabay (modified)