I Am Still Eager - Poems by Uduma Kalu
- By Uduma Kalu
- Published June 16, 2005
- Poems
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Saints' Lament
You cleared the space with seduction
quoted the saints of hell
who mourned the loss your faith
I laid you bare like folded pages
opened your folded pages
and led you to death
You called me Christ
asked of my name
for the witches' broken pots
The saints lamented the loss of your faith
The witches lamented the breaking of the pots
You called the smith. He brought a snail
You called the spider. He brought a snail a needle
The smith gathered the broken pots
The spider needled the broken pots
The snail soldered the broken pots
You wailed and ran to the forest
The forest followed you
You jumped to the road
The four hundred sisters followed you
Beware, the road is slippery when wet
The road is slippery when it is wet
You beckoned to the fish
It splashed you with okra
They sowed your path with thorns
called twelve men to follow you
and cobwebs to entangle you
to the place where saints hold their lament
You called to the viper for his skin
The python appeared, shook his eyes at you
You cleared the space with seduction
quoted the saints of hell
who mourned the loss of your faith
You called to me for your name
I opened you like a book
Borrowed the head of the python
Into your temple
Where I built my Church.
To The Unheard Voice
[For Nwachukwu]
I have drunken of the deep.
I have heard mermaids singing.
Our paths have branched to the road not taken
This is a period of silence.
The audience retain their body.
But the masquerade dances to secret tones of the dead.
This is a period of silence.
You too can hear mermaids singing in the night.
Between the deep, under the crevices of the towering rapids.
You too can partake in the ritual of the masquerade.
But our paths have branched to the road not taken.
We danced to the virginal throbs of the jungle.
Then it was our circumcision to silence.
But those spirits gave us the pots.
What was in your pot, son of God?
There was no reptile when I broke my gift.
You too can hear mermaids singing.
You too can hear winds raving in the wild.
The thunder too can play jazz.
But have you drunken of the deep?
This is a period of silence.
This silence sings of rituals.
These rituals sing of spirits.
When you will listen to mermaids singing their strange songs in the deep.
Does your pot contain sacred songs now?
Then you will rise above the folds.
Then you will soar.
Then you will lose your flesh and dance a mermaid's dance.
Haven't you seen them in the noons making strange marks in the sand?
Did you think they sang of you then?
Did you think they danced to the raw beats of your jungle?
I have worn those masks, son of God.
They carved me in woods
They painted me red, yellow and white
The painted me black.
They made me a woman.
And like Ekwuefi searching for her husband among the audience
You did not see me in the crowd.
But I was agboghommo sparkling like scattered gold in the sun.
I danced in the noons making mysteries to the seventh earth.
You thought I was colourful then, son of God.
You thought I was making music for an incoming madness.
But I was just agboghommo learning the secrets of the mermaids.