Shortly before Lizy left her room for the INEC office, she learnt through a phone call that Caroline Aghatise, her friend, had been shot. Five minutes after the call, her mother burst into the room, panting and waving her hand in agitation. "Caroline is dead," she announced. "She was shot at INEC office at Ikpoba Hill." Staring at her wild eyes, I knew the thoughts disturbing her mind. In the days preceding the election, a lot of Lizy's party members had suffered one misfortune or the other. The three bedroom flat belonging to Dick Ojenor, the party secretary, had been burnt down. Henry Akiddo, a youth coordinator, had been waylaid on the road by thugs, a baton smashed against his skull, and the blood from a cut dripped to the soil. Thomas Amadasun, the auditor, had been stopped as he drove into his compound, dragged out of the car, beaten up, and his prized linen coat torn to shred. Lizy's mother feared that Lizy could suffer similar fate.

"You must not go to the INEC office," she told her daughter. "Its dangerous. You might be shot as well."

Lizy's father came into the room; an agonized look shone in his eyes. Though I was not given to fright, I felt foreboding in the air just by looking at his face. Or perhaps it was due to my unhappiness that at forty one I still had not found the girl I wanted to marry. As Lizy's father began to plead with his daughter not to go to the INEC office, his eyes fearful and manner hesitant, I sat on a sofa, and felt the impotence of the situation. I knew the reason for my feeling of impotence. Lizy wanted to go to INEC's office, and she usually carried out what she wanted to do. Her father knew that she wanted to go as well, but he argued that the place was surrounded by thugs who held cutlasses, cut-to-size rifles, and charms; thugs who had come to snatch ballot boxes before they were carried to the polling stations; thugs ready to attack Lizy's party's monitors. Lizy stared at her father's agonized face, and said she had been frightened of thugs in the past, and that she had suffered for it politically, but that she was not ready to chart that course now. She sank into one of the sofas in the room and fell silent. She refused to respond to further comments, not even when her mother spoke to her, not even when Charles, her cousin, said he heard a rumor that the electoral office was to be bombed. Finally, Lizy stood up, hitched up her black pants, and said she was going to the INEC office and that nobody in Benin City could stop her.

As she marched out of the room, her father and mother followed her and stepped in front of her at the porch. Placing a hand on the railing, she listened, her brow knitted in a frown, as her father told her that for safety's sake she should forget about going to the INEC office.She could go to the polling station to vote for her party. He had already been to the polling booths. The thugs had not arrived. She could go and vote. She would still be supporting her party, and her colleagues would understand.

"They'll not see you as a betrayal."

"Its not the issue of betrayal. Its of commitment."

"I didn't say its only of betrayal," he said. "Its that of safety. INEC's office is not safe. Policemen are there with guns. The thugs are there. Its a flashpoint. You could get caught in the crossfire. Please, for once, listen to me."

Lizy often told me that she liked to disobey her father . When at eleven she broke her leg playing football in her school field, and her father warned her not to play the game because it could cripple her; she disobeyed him and continued with the sport. When a few years later she bought boxing gloves and daily went to the backyard of the family home to practice boxing with them, and her father caught her and made vague sounds about her being the only child, she ignored him. When she went to a party at a notorious spot for thieves in Benin City and returned at about twelve in the morning, and he had shouted at her, she didn't mind him, telling him she wasn't scared of being attacked by robbers, thugs, cultists, and other undesirables.

After the talk at the porch, Lizy's mother, instead of following her husband to their apartment in the sprawling compound, insisted on waiting. I knew why. Lizy had not committed herself to staying away from INEC's office, and her mother wanted to say more. She said her husband was disturbed by this election business. When he heard that Ojenor's flat had caught fire, he couldn't sleep, tossing about the bed throughout the night, imagining that Lizy could suffer from the same fate. On learning that Henry had been way laid by thugs and beaten up, he had caught headache.

"You don't know this because you've been out campaigning," her mother said. "I had to nurse him for days. He kept blaming me for encouraging you to participate in politics. I went through hell. Caroline's death has completely disorganized him."

Hitching up her pants, Lizy told her in a stubborn voice why she had to go to INEC's office. Her party had to monitor the movement of campaign materials. If it didn't, the agents of the ruling party would hijack them and they would end up in their private houses, where their people would thumbprint the ballot papers. Lizy and many others had been selected to do the monitoring. She had given her word that she would assist in the task. The monitoring group had been practicing maneuvers for two weeks. The members were scheduled to meet at the INEC office by eight o'clock. If Lizy didn't appear, they would be disappointed in her.

"Tell them you came but the thugs drove you back. They'll understand. You're a woman."

"I know I'm a woman," Lizy said. "But why disappoint them on today of all days?"

"For my sake, you're a woman . Remember, you're my only child, my only hope."

Silence fell between them; but after a moment, an exasperated sigh came out of Lizy's lips, and I knew she would obey her mother. Two days ago, when her mother told her not to go to her party's office, that policemen were there with their guns and rifles, Lizy gave an exasperated sigh, but complied. In the morning of the next day , her mother, panting and waving her hand in agitation, told her that thugs of the ruling party were dragging out agents of the opposition from their cars and punching them on the streets and that she should wait awhile before leaving home, Lizy gave an exasperated sigh, but obeyed. This time, she acted the same way, but said she should at least go to the polling station to vote. After a short moment, her mother agreed. Lizy, along with Charles and I, decided to go to Idia Primary School to cast our votes.

When we got there, contrary to what Lizy's father said, the thugs of the Peoples Party, the ruling party, were crawling all over the place, shouting at the top of their voices. Some were dressed in black mufti, black trousers, and black shoes. Others wore fez caps, vests engraved with giant eagles, and waved the pictures of the politicians they were supporting. Many had a few weeks before been touts at the motor-parks in the city, but they had changed. The thirty-something and forty-something-year-old men had now learnt the slogan of the ruling party. They were swaggering all over the place, sending fear into the hearts of those who had come to vote. After observing them for a few minutes, I saw how they operated. A voter would come to the polling station and start to discuss with an agent of the Action Congress, Lizy's party, before going to queue on the line. He would be bumped off it, and so one of Lizy's party's agents would turn to an agent of the ruling party and abuse him. The next minute, a supporter of the opposition party would be bumped off the queue again, a slap landing on his face. The next moment, a ruling party supporter - a thug - would be punched, his T-shirt torn, and the aggressor, an agent of Lizy's party, running down the school field to the gate. The situation was rowdy. Many voters stayed clear of the small table on which the ballot boxes would be placed because of the confusion. A policeman was watching the situation. He tried to control the thugs, who were shouting at each other, but his voice was drowned in the din. Lizy stared at him and shook her head. She said policemen should be crawling all over the place as well, that the thugs of the ruling party would easily overwhelm just one of them.

Charles stared at Lizy with apprehension, and I knew that he, like me, was wondering whether we would be able to vote. I could see the bulge of the clubs, the bottles, and the batons under the dresses of the thugs; and I wondered how Lizy, known to be in the opposition, would bypass these weapons and vote. Some of the voters were saying: "This is an act of Satan", and were hissing in the direction of the thugs. I saw a ruling party official - a man in peak-cap, vest, jeans trousers, and army boots - sharing money to a group of voters, and pushing them towards the line after they had taken the crisp notes. A man, a supporter of Lizy's party, was dragged from the queue by a thug, pushed to the ground, kicked, and dragged across the school field by another thug.

Fear gnawing at my heart, I asked Lizy if she still wanted to vote, and she hitched up her pants and nodded, her teeth biting her lower lip. "Nobody is going to stop me," she vowed. I knew her mind was made up to vote, especially as her mother wasn't around to remind her about being the only child. When Charles whispered to me that she wouldn't leave without voting, my suspicion was correct.

But I wasn't convinced she could vote. Another occurrence that convinced me was when the two INEC officials arrived with the green-and-white glass ballot box and pandemonium broke out, as the voters started running about. A few seconds later, a Toyota bus filled with men appeared on the path that led to the polling station and stopped. An old woman standing close to me said: "I know the men inside that bus. They're armed with axes, cutlasses and guns."

Just as she finished speaking, I heard people shouting, and I looked in the direction of the small table. The ruling party man in peak-cap was trying to wrest the ballot box from one of the INEC officials. He succeeded in his quest, and he began to run along the veranda, chased by the policeman. As the party official attempted to slip into a small bush at the end of the veranda, the policeman clutched the back of his shirt and caught up with him. After a tense struggle, the policeman elbowed him on the stomach and snatched the box from him. The voters shouted, and the queue formed behind the small table dissolved with many people sprinting away. I heard the sound of someone screaming, and then the sound of a gun shot. More voters took off in a run, some headed towards the centre of the school field, while others ran in the direction of the path that wound out of the primary school. The policeman, panting, placed the box on the small table and dared anyone to come and snatch it. This did not make much sense to me, since he had no weapon on him; but it made sense to Lizy, who said the policeman was indirectly telling the ruling party's agents that they had to bribe him before they could take the box away.

I assumed that this would convince Lizy about the futility in voting, but she gave no indication that she wanted to leave. Charles told her :"Lets go. This is no election." Lizy shook her head, biting her lower lip. Instead, she ushered us to the centre of the field, but there a thug in black mufti, holding a poster, said: "No one, except our supporters, will vote. Let any hot head disobey us. We'll deal with the person."

As I steered Lizy away from him, I thought it was strange that a week ago I was undecided about voting, but here I was involved with it all. But Lizy couldn't be steered away from trouble for long. She stopped, grabbed my hand, and began to lead Charles and I to a small crowd that had gathered in front of the small table. Not seeing the INEC officials nor the ballot box there, Lizy climbed on the veranda, Charles and I following. We marched along the veranda, looking into the classrooms. We passed three of them, and found the officials in the fourth; they were having a talk with a ruling party agent and the policeman. The ballot box was placed on a bench beside them, and about eight large envelopes were put on top of a desk by the bench. The smell of dust mingled with chalk wafted from the room. After a while, one of the INEC officials, a short black man with a paunch, came out of the classroom and informed us that voting was not going to start because the number of ballot papers would not be sufficient for the large number of voters.

"If you people planned well," Lizy told him, "we won't have any problems. The number of people in this ward is just four hundred, why can't you have enough ballot papers for all? Are you people trying to disenfranchise us?"

"Its not my fault!" shouted the INEC official. "Blame the politicians. They snatched all the materials from our office. The remaining is not enough to go round." And he marched away in anger.

Lizy muttered in disgust, shaking her head, but said though the election would be made difficult so people like her could not vote, she would still perform her duty. She said this was all to make voters leave in frustration, leaving the ruling party agents free to thumbprint the ballot papers to their hearts' content. Charles and I agreed with her. But I also imagined Lizy walking away from the polling station by three o'clock in the afternoon, when voting officially ended, not having cast her vote. Later, we went to stand at the edge of the school field, under a mango tree. When Lizy left us to buy sachets of water, Charles said: "I know why she's determined to vote."

"Why?" I asked.

"To compensate for not going to INEC's office," he said with a frown. I nodded in agreement, then watched Lizy as she approached from the direction of the Toyota bus.

When she reached us, she shook her head, her eyes looking sad. Hitching up her pants, she told us she saw a thug bribing the policeman with some crisp naira notes by the side of the bus. The thug was big and brash, rumored, Lizy was told, to be on the run for killing a man at a polling station at the last elections; yet here he was in broad daylight, bribing the policeman who should have had him handcuffed and taken to the station to be thrown into a cell. The second reason for her sadness was the confirmation that the ruling party thugs wanted to stop every voter not supporting them from voting when elections started. An old man living in her street had told her that he had seen two thugs discussing this when he had wandered to the side of the Toyota bus.

There were other thugs in some of the classrooms, she said, handing out voters cards and money to many voters. After giving them the money and cards, the thugs often shouted: "You are the only ones going to vote. Make sure you vote for us." Lizy could not understand why the voters took the money; these were young men in pressed white shirts, black trousers, and ties; young men with innocent looks plastered on their faces. After receiving the bribes, their footsteps became confident and sure, and when they came out to the field, their friends slapped them on the shoulders and shouted: "Your share of the national cake." The rigging was more painful at the classrooms near to the one the INEC officials waited. People queued by the windows at the side away from the open field, taking crisp naira notes, watched by an opposition party agent, who opened his mouth wide and shook his head. It was the agent who called Lizy and pointed to the long queues behind the windows. He was also the one who told Lizy about the bush path that an INEC official, the short one with the paunch, had disappeared into with two large envelopes.

Lizy told us this within a few seconds of meeting us. As she spoke, I felt anger building up in me over what the thugs wanted to do. I also noticed that Charles' gentle face was contorted with fury as he listened, and his hands were clenching and unclenching. It was as if he wanted to march to the Toyota bus, drag out the thugs inside it, and pound them to the ground with his fists. Lizy placed her hand on his shoulder, looked at me, and said:" Lets go to the classrooms. Lets check whether the large envelopes are still eight."